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the only way to surely get off by insanity...

as my psych teacher said..


drag the body out into the yard in the daylight, begin to gut it and dredge through the organs and try to make yourself a little hut or sleeping bag. dont fucking try to hide it...

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so i spent a good chunk of the day half blind and nauseated in the back room at work. i was the closer.. so i couldnt really leave. i wanted to, but i decided to stick it out.

yesirree...migraines... how i hate them. laura was afraid i'd have to be carted off to the dr to get a shot. it was pretty bad, i wasnt fully functional. i took some excedrine migraine at 330, and started feeling better by a lil after 9pm..

and now i have to be back to work at 8am..so have to be up around 530-6am. oh ...joy....


what makes this odd, is that i had a migraine tues after class.... i never have them close to eachother, or even within several months of eachother. thats not a good sign. considering i had one when i was with john.


i just knew today wasnt gonna be a good day. i already wanted to cry this morning cuz of that dream. :*(

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lost 5 pounds since monday (3 days ago)..

16 more pounds and kristen and i are going to get our navels pierced. another 15 pounds after that im treating myself to some flesh pocketing...mmmmm pocketing!!

also, come the spare money after my cell upgrade, methinks kristen and i are gonna go get our tats. i really want my lower back piece done. i think ill have someone else design the side pieces, but ive had the center symbol done for 2 years, its time i actually do it.

*dreams more of her flesh rings* my mum said if i got my back all done up with the flesh rings, id pretty much be disowned for a good chunk of time...but i want them soooooo bad. adams iffy about them. im just worried about scarring. id have to wear my hair up a lot more. i prolly wouldnt get them tell i lost about 30 pounds tho.

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i wish adam was on.